Random Thoughts

I heard church bells for the first time since I moved in.  Strange.  Neighbor girl, down stairs, chatting on her cell phone.  Not so strange.  Grey and gloomy this morning.  A little on the coolish side.  Still I don't want to put any clothes on.  One of the joys of living alone.  A pause from the keyboard.  Warm the hands holding a cup of coffee.  Starbucks instant.  Go figure.

My photography is in hurting status right now.  Dry spell.  No creativity.  No drive.  Maybe it's a sign to write more.  Plenty of thoughts running around in my head, but no sense of organization.  I feel the need to spend a day or two trying to organize my photos on my new computer, but I also feel the need to get out and do something.  Create something.  Because of this, I do neither.  Depression.  Guilt.  Self-pitty.

There is my answer.  Eat breakfast, shower and grab my camera.  Go out and use this dark time to create.  Use it instead of just letting it sit and consume my life.  We shall see what comes of it.

Things change...go with it.  Aloha.